I found myself saying "i couldnt do it without him". I found it so peaceful & pleasent to say that. I raised Bryan & Kevin on my own, tho Jason was there, he wasnt much of a dad. He wouldnt do much with them & the way i put it is that his idea of parenting was to sit on the sofa & occationally say "dont do that". He wouldnt help with the excuse "i just got off work".
Last year this time i never ever expected to say "i couldnt do it without him" because i have done it all without him basically.
I am giddy over the fact Jason has stepped up to be the best dad in the world. He gets up, helps me put the kids on the bus & in return i take him to work (otherwise its city bus for him). He works all day & even on his really bad days he comes home & helps me with the kids. Our routine is that i care for Bryan & he cares for Kevin. We split duties. Of course i care for Mason.
In the beginning i souly cared for Mason due to the fact i could be the only 1 to feed him. Jason of course held, talked, & played with Mason (as much as u can wit a little baby). Now at night he helps me calm him when is colic so i sleep more, he goes back to sleep when i feed Mason so he isnt totally exhausted. Its nice that i'm not the only 1 sleep deprived & that i have help. We couldnt do it without our cosleeper that puts Mason in between us.
Im not the kind of person 2 admit i need help, id do just fine without it, but i will admit it is nice to have it!
... I'm proud to say "i dont know what id do without him"...
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